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So yeah im in a rut.

I avnt been on point really with eating/exercising…even financially and in general. Things with the boyfriend are…meh. I mean my life doesnt depend on him but i loe him to death. Just kinda got in a fight yesterday and yeah… adding to my rut. But its all good.

Im working on a financial plan that im starting tomorow. Planning my eating for a week with what is currently in my kitchen (no sushi - too expense :(  )  and im gonna get out and do a bunch of things tomorow - i always find gettng stuff done makes me feel better.

So i work from 7am-3pm - then straight to the car wash (i jsut emptied the junk out of my car and had to do like 4 trips - although two of them were boxes of bottles of water. Then im going to stop at the farmer’s market and grab a few fruits and veggies since i am short in those. then im going to come home, walk to my ex’s appartment (which is a loooooooooooong way) feed the cats and hit Riverside for a nice jog/intermittent workout (tricep dips on the benches/lunges up the hills/push ups/sit ups) and walk back home - or jog whatever feels right. Im going to come home and wax, and im going to start using this moisturizing lotion with a bit of tanner in it to build up a tan - i dont want cancer. Oh note to self- waer ssunscreen.

In terms of the Teams on here, I am currently a HotRod/MVP - but i dont think ill be able to keep up with it. theres jsut so many people and som much forum posting (which is great!!!!) but i wont be able to keep  up and contribute as much as i should, and thats not air to other members who give it their all.  I do want to start a small group of my own - like 3-5 people, just a few people to comiserate with, share successses, share tips, and get to know well so that we can really be there for each other. And wecan have a forum too hey.

Anwyays, time to bust out the spread sheet and do this money/meal planning crap! I hate money.. yeah hate to love it..

Night